One thing that I most definitely learned is that don’t take anything for granted or you and your man’s relationship! There was a lot of hate that I had for my man the night he left for county. We got in a HUGE fight. We said things we shouldn’t have said. And I felt HORRIBLE. Like I wanted to write to him 1,000 pages of how sorry I feel and terrible I felt. No matter what type of situation your in. Always treat your loved one with as much love as possible! I flipped out instead of saying “it’s okay” “I’ll be here” or “I love you”
I felt guilt. I felt it. And I felt horrible.
SO with that being said I can’t be nothing but positive vibes right now. And say nothing but positive things to my man :) No more fighting. I just thought about all the things we both said to each other was all bad. I regret every word. I wish we can turn back and have a HAPPY moment we had before he went into county. Sucks. But it’s all worth it now :)
We are happy. And I can’t wait till he gets out! to just jump in his arms and kiss him a million times!
It’s not about the kissing, holding hands, the dates, the sex, and showing off. It’s about being with someone who makes you happy in a way that no one else can. It’s about being with someone who accepts you and your weirdness. It’s about being yourself around them and they can be their self around you.